IN THE MIDDLE
Standing in the middle of day
Frozen in fear
Need not to wake it.
Looking into strangers eyes
Speechless in fear
Need not to pronounce it.
The snow is gray in dying
In fear of rejection
Need not to be.
FOR THE MILIONTH TIME
When the heart collapses in itself,
For the millionth time at night
So cold.
When the only warmth comes is rushing,
From the millionth cigarette in dark
So empty.
When the only eyes you look in loving,
Come from millionth picture printed
On paper.
When the tired numbness is not salvation,
For the millionth time, no longer.
I die.
When the morning wakes itself regretting.
For the millionth pain to breath,
Oblivious.
It is not me walking blindly
For the millionth time this path
Surprised.
And this false one that pretends
In the millionth fashion plays a play
Unwanted.
CHOICES
Rain tapping at the roof,
Persistent lover, that remains
Right there is the cold.
Waiting with not one complain
Dipped in another water,
Embraced in the warmth of home,
Oblivious to all and all
I rather chose alone
"Carefully"
Tip-toe and slalom
Around the life
Not to break
Even a tiniest dream
Ti-toe and slalom
Around the dreams
Not to break
The life's stream.
PRETENDING
Tiptoeing the life that lives
Not to wake it
Whispering the hopes that hope
Not to let them talk.
Hammering the hurts that hurt
To kill them
Starving the heart that starves
To breath.